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GOD of a man
Eternity Versus Eternity
“Insistence is the sign of belonging, persistence
the sign of commitment.”
Chapter Thirty Two: The year of leap
Dated: 1st January – 29th
February, 2460
It’s
not that a businessman isn’t aware of the consequences his trade holds for a
society. It’s just that his greed manipulates his will, turning him ignorant towards
the interests of the community. Smoking might have taken many lives, and
destroyed many more even before they were born, but did it ever deter the cigarette
manufacturers from marketing their poison even more vigorously? They in fact
lobbied to get either more favourable or less damaging legislations. Did the
liquor barons never know how alcohol destroys families and lives? Did the drug
manufacturers and dealers not know how their produce would hollow out the
future of their societies? Did the politicians not know how their decisions
will affect the future of the very people who had elected them to their offices?
Even if a man of true wisdom showed the entire world community a clear picture
of things to come, this greed, instead of mending its’ ways and doing the right
thing, will choose to find more failsafe methods of doing the wrong thing.
However,
if a heart is pure and intentions true, the bearer of the torch will continue
his march through the dark streets of ignorance, lighting every lamp dotting
his path. He may never stop for a rest, but the path he will leave behind would
be well lit for the future to follow. Persistence reflects commitment, and
commitment reflects belief. Belief reflects honesty, and honesty reflects love!
Pure are the hearts that follow the directions of their love. And with love
comes a sense of belonging and an insistence in claim. Honesty in emotions can
never be faked, for fake can never have the intensity. And what is intense can
often be scary for the weak hearted. Love is not for the weak!
It
is love which motivates a patriot to sacrifice his family and self for the
cause of his nation. It is love which motivates an enlightened soul to endure the
hatred of his peers, yet speak the truth that holds the seeds of the future. It
is love which motivates to let go your loved ones when holding on to them would
hurt them, and leaving them would destroy your heart. And it is love which will
be tested in New Saisho.
The
night had fallen but the warehouse that should have been deserted by now was
still well lit, the light jumping out of its’ dilapidated windows as if milk
was spilling out of a punctured container. Inside a soldier stood in attention
as his senior marched up and down the big hall, his face grim. The tense room
finally saw a fresh face. A soldier marched in and saluted his senior most
officer first, and then the second officer in the room.
“What’s
the news orderly,” Admiral asked.
“Sir,
Captain Bradley’s team was ambushed,” the soldier informed his senior, “We just
managed a radio contact and have been informed two of Captain’s team are down, while
three criminals have been shot dead.”
“What?
Is Captain Bradley alright?” possibly for the first time in his life, Aman was concerned
for Bradley.
“Captain
is fine,” the soldier replied, “It was he who actually managed to contact the
base and inform us that Colonel Davison and his team is the rotten bunch, and on
the run now.”
“What,
two men have been lost?” Admiral was in a shock and took his time to react. He
lamented, “Bradley was indeed correct in his assessment last night!” He then
dismissed his orderly for the night. He then looked at Aman and asked, “So you
are indeed concerned about Bradley!”
“Well,
he is an army man,” Aman put forward a weak face saving explanation.
“But
you are not concerned about the two men who are dead,” Admiral pointed out.
“I
mean, he is,” Aman fumbled as he spoke, for the words that wanted to come out
of his mouth, he had never ever told those to himself.
“He
is your brother, isn’t he?” Admiral Mir completed the sentence for him as he stared
blankly. It was as if he had been caught in an act he didn’t want the world to
know.
An
individual is nothing more than a bunch of chemicals stored in his brain and
making up his memories. Every person, every relationship, everything a human
being is aware of, is just a chemical compound stored inside one of the many
folds of his brain. It won’t be wrong to say; every human being lives many
lives at the same time, one in his own brain, and the rest in the minds of those
who know him. In fact, if a mind were to lose the distinction between what
memories define its’ body as an individual, it is possible the brain might take
up the personality and life of an entirely different person as its’ own, like
someone it has known well enough. This is the reason why some people never die,
for they continue to live in the memories of those who remember them. The
greater your glory, the longer and more you will be remembered, and longer will
be your life. Perhaps the memories you leave behind are much more important
than the memories you gather and live with.
It
was hard to say if the blanket of darkness that covered the well lit front yard
of the Grey House was thicker, or the sadness that covered the heart of the
master of the house. The first lady was lost, playing with her only son with
gay abandon, oblivious to the future waiting quietly in the dark beyond their
fence. Her giggles and her son’s infectious laughter were tearing apart the
President’s heart piece by piece as he stood in the balcony, suffocated by his
own knowledge of the future.
“Isn’t
that cute,” Anne asked him, softly, her efforts in holding the flood gates of
emotions under strict check, hard to be missed.
“Isn’t
it a shame, I can’t tell my wife my biggest secret,” President asked her, then
turned around and lamented, “What kind of a criminal am I, I have shut her out
of the decision about the future of her own son?”
“No,
you are not a criminal,” Anne exclaimed, breaking down piece by piece herself,
“You have no choice, and she needs not to suffer the pain any more than what we
cannot stop the destiny from forcing upon her.”
“Destiny,”
President smirked, as if chiding it, “There is no such thing as destiny Anne.
Destiny is for those who don’t have the guts to make their own future, but want
someone else to do their work for them, or take the blame for their own
mistakes and choices. Destiny is for those who rush into the battlefield with
their eyes shut. Destiny is for those who never had it in them to build their
own dreams with their own hands.”
“But
why then is it me who carries the burden of pain?” Anne cried, albeit quietly
so as not to attract her aunt’s attention.
“It’s
you for you are the right person to build the future from scratch, not me, for
I have already lived my life and have nothing more to offer,” President
replied, “It is you for nobody else in this society worked hard enough to
develop the abilities that you posses today, to reach the position that you are
in today, or to be in a position to make this decision like I have today.
Everybody is living the choices they made. It is not destiny Anne, but our
choices so far, that we stand today where we do, each one headed in a different
direction.”
“I
have never seen grown men cry like babies my entire life,” Anne exclaimed as
she lowered her face into her palms, “It’s hard to see them break piece by
piece everyday as they live the last few days with some of the closest of their
family, not sure if they know their selves anymore, leave alone those they will
leave behind forever. This lie is taking their lives without killing them.
These scars, oh these scars!”
“These
scars will last you forever, and these scars will determine the future of
humanity,” President replied as he stepped up to Anne and held her to his
heart, “Remember Anne, past should give you pride, future is what you should live
for, and present is what you should always cherish. Today they have their
families, tomorrow they will only have their memories, but day after is what
they need to prepare for.”
Future
is like the next page of a notebook, bearing the imprint of what had been written
on the previous page, but what can easily be rendered incomprehensible by new
writing. Previous writing cannot control what can be written in the future, and
future writing cannot change what had already been written. But of the two,
only future writing can alter the context, thence the meaning of the past.
It
had been over seven weeks of maddening search as Admiral Mir Abdullah pitched
in the best of his men, to try and weed out the rotten. But all the efforts had
yielded so far was a naught. Admiral had a big problem at hand. He had an enemy
from amongst his own ranks on the loose, and at stake was much more than anyone
could imagine or he could tell.
“Sir,”
Captain Aman Ahluwalia saluted his senior as he entered his room, “Entire New
Saisho has been combed all over again, but no sign of Colonel Davison or his
men yet. Even Granger and Norman, the priests from ‘House of Faith’ are missing
now.”
“Where
the hell did they go?” Admiral couldn’t hold his frustration anymore as he
dropped a heavy fist on his table, “Have they found a magic trick to make them
invisible?”
“Sir,
I firmly believe they are in there, the ‘Peacock on the Hill’ area of New
Saisho,” Aman replied, “Why don’t you just give me permission to comb that
area.”
“How
many times do I have to tell you, no, I can’t?” Admiral retorted, “It is too
dangerous and I don’t want to risk you, especially at this stage.”
“Stage
of what Sir,” Aman, like Bradley was still unaware of what was happening behind
the scenes, “Sir, you are hiding something from us.”
“You
will be informed when the time is right,” Admiral quipped, “Right now what
should concern you is how to stop Colonel Davison and his goons from possibly
sabotaging that same very important mission that you and Bradley are going to
be an important integral part of.”
“Sir,
I don’t know what mission you have enlisted me and Bradley for that you are so
concerned about, but all I know is that Colonel Davison and his men are definitely
holed up somewhere inside that region of New Saisho where you won’t let me
venture,” Aman replied.
“But
that region is so unpredictable, hiding there is akin to putting your head in a
lion’s mouth and hoping he won’t close it anytime soon,” Admiral confronted
Aman’s assertion, “An open invitation to death, unless you have the data for
all the events expected within a millisecond error range.”
“Maybe
they have access to such data,” Aman’s assertion flashed like an enlightening
bolt inside Admiral’s head. He realized what must have been happening.
“Where’s
Bradley?” Admiral asked.
When
an enemy usurps peace and then fails to destroy a valiant warrior, there can
only be one course for the future thereon. The enemy may as well then wait for
the inevitable!
There
is none lonelier than a warrior who’s lost his tribe in a battle, and barren
desert is not the best place to face self. Bradley stood on one foot, reclined
to the side of his vehicle using his other foot as a support; his thoughts had
wandered much further away than his gaze. He then looked at his hand again. His
entire arm, and not just his thumb, had a strange dark reddish tinge to it now,
which would turn to greyish black whenever and wherever he would press it. He
had been trying hard to get in touch with Suzanne and Xavier, but in vain. The
hospital staff could only tell him that the two had been called up for an
emergency Government assignment.
As
Bradley was lost in his thoughts a soldier rushed to him panting, and briefed
him, “Sir, no one here!”
Bradley
took a deep breath and nodded, “Back to New Saisho!”
Knowing
is not the same as understanding. Even a gunsmith knows how to fire a gun, but
to lead an army to a victory still needs a soldier at the helm.
The
clock was just about to tick over to the last day of the leap February, and the
corridors of National Space Research Institute were sparsely lit. It was
strange when everybody except for research fellow Jhiang Chu had left, the sound
of vigorous printing would fill the air. Jhiang was immediately suspicious of
the activity and tip-toed his way to the room from where the sound was originating.
“Sir,
what are you doing here?” to his surprise it was his senior and department head
Doctor Jonathan Yardley.
Caught
in his act, Doctor Yardley nearly jumped out of his seat before regaining his
composure and fumbling out, “You are still here?”
“Me
and Reddy had been busy all day fixing the gravity and heat sensors to the
advance warning automated crafts. We just finished an hour ago, and I just dropped
by to pick up some important papers from my room,” Jhiang replied as he
casually glanced at the papers his senior was printing, “Is that the data for
the space tear occurrences for New Saisho?”
“Advance
warning automated crafts, what are they?” Doctor Jonathan was aware of the
nature and purpose of the leading crafts, but tried to divert Jhiang’s
attention and skirt his question.
“They
are the small hydrogen fuelled crafts that will lead the mission every time we
will be required to cross a space tear, just to ensure the space on the other
side is safe. Else it will be hard to know when a space tear will lead the mother
ship right next to a smouldering super giant or a rocky mass,” Jhiang replied
as he stepped closer and grabbed a few printouts to have a look, “Sir, are you
trying to figure out a way to avoid the catastrophe.”
An
unsuspecting Jhiang had unwittingly handed Doctor Yardley an escape route that
he immediately latched on to, “Jhiang, my son, I know I am old and possibly
don’t have many more years to live, but there will be a lot of kids and
families that will be left behind. As a scientist I owe a moral responsibility
to our society, to work to the best of my abilities and try to find a way out
of the crisis.”
“I
know Sir,” Jhiang, the gentle hearted soul that he was, couldn’t hold his tears.
“I can’t even take my late friend Hameed’s family with me,” he continued, “But
you know it very well Sir, we have cross checked the data so many times, and
nothing has yet happened contrary to any of our predictions so far.”
“But
what if the space tears don’t destroy earth, but rather transport it as a whole
to the other universe?” Doctor Yardley asked.
“That
is impossible Sir, simply because the events are not all going to happen at
exactly the same time,” Jhiang explained, “There will be seconds to hours of
gaps between the consecutive events, thus ensuring that earth will be eaten
away bit by bit. Even a millisecond gap between two successive events will
chuck pieces of earth to entirely different locations in the other universe.”
Jhiang’s reply dried down Doctor Yardley’s throat as he drowned a couple of
glasses of water. Jhiang continued after a brief pause, “Even if we are to
suppose for a moment, somehow after the initial few events, the rest occur
simultaneously, or a huge event occurs that transports the entire remaining
Earth to the other universe, it would still become inhospitable. It would
either end up as a super cold ghostly dark planet, lost somewhere in
inter-galactic space, or even within a galaxy but without a star, or too close
or too far from a star. The chances of earth being teleported to another
universe and still finding itself within the habitable zone of a star are
remote to non-existent.”
There
was a brief silence in the room. Finally Doctor Yardley started collecting the
papers and said, “We may have no chance of survival, but that doesn’t mean I
should quit my job. I will still try my best to find a way out. Goodnight son!”
And he walked away.
Problem
is not that one shouldn’t take care of their own interests first. Problem arises
when those personal interests are given precedence over the interests of the
majority. Even when the evil few realize how promoting their selves will weaken
the community, they still push ahead with it. And for every good man fighting
to save the community, there are ten others working against him, even when they
realize how his work is paramount. They have their own petty interests that
they put ahead of their communities. Well meaning warriors are always lonely
for others won’t support them from behind. Stab in the back, yes they do!
‘Peacock
on the hill’ was a rapidly shrinking physical realm on earth. Large chunks of
it had already been removed by the cadaver feeding act of the replacement universe.
The houses that once stood majestically, making their dwellers proud of their
property, all lie dilapidated to varying extents. There was no soul to be seen
in the area, except for a few who had made one obscure property their lair.
“So
they have retrieved all the fissionable material from the weapons, and
stabilized it along with whatever material our scientists had harvested using
our crude technology,” Mrs Gabriella Downing was briefing Colonel Davison and
his team about the progress made with the mother ship, “I don’t have all the
details but the information I have been able to retrieve so far suggests that
the material is sufficient to sustain humans in space for the next thirty
years.”
“What
happens post thirty years?” Colonel asked.
“The
plan is to either find a new home for humanity before that time,” Mrs Downing
replied, “Or use the implements being provided with the craft, to harvest fissionable
material from heavenly bodies like stray rocks and asteroids. There is mining
equipment too in case the craft is able to land on another planet. Whatever
crude enrichment technology we have, is also provided.”
“What’s
the name of the spacecraft?” Viper asked.
“How
does that matter?” Sepoy Eighty Three questioned him.
“I
was just asking as to what our new home will be called,” Viper replied.
“Call
it a hooker,” Sepoy quipped.
“You
two, will you stop bickering,” Colonel interrupted.
“I
don’t know the name of the mission, for it is highly classified,” Mrs Downing
replied.
“Do
you know the location where it is being readied?” Colonel asked the only
relevant question.
“I
am not hundred percent sure, but there is one underground facility just outside
the town which is possibly the only safe location in New Saisho,” Mrs Downing
replied, “However what I do know is, the mission is not heavily guarded.”
“Are
they not overconfident idiots?” Viper laughed.
“It
is probably not heavily guarded, firstly, so as to not attract anyone’s attention,”
Sepoy replied to his query, “Secondly, there are only a limited number of
spaces available on the craft, much of which will already be booked for members
of various scientific communities. They can only take a few soldiers on-board,
and those would be the only ones’ guarding it.”
“Sepoy
is right,” Colonel affirmed his wisdom just as a guest arrived at their
hide-out. “There’s the Doctor,” Colonel quipped.
“What’s
up friends,” Doctor Yardley gave them all a collective wave and pushed a heavy
envelope towards Sepoy, “Here’s the last batch of data for this area, till
twenty fourth of March. Boy, was I really caught this time, that too by my own protégée?”
“What
happened?” Sepoy was immediately keen on the information.
“Nothing,”
Doctor Yardley replied, shrugging off any concerns, “Just one of my juniors at
the institute, Jhiang Chu, the one who’s developed the software for predicting
these events, he caught me printing these. But its’ alright! I convinced him,
it is my undying love for humanity that I am still putting last ditch efforts
to save the world. Poor bloke; was crying that he wouldn’t be able to save his
late best friend’s family!” And the Doctor burst out in a twisted laughter, “He
thinks he’s going to make it with his wife.”
“You
need to be very careful now,” Colonel said, “They are already after Granger and
Norman. We already have two extras to fend for. Another soul will be too heavy
a burden on our rations, and we might have to relieve it of its’ earthly abode.”
Colonel words shut up the Doctor in a flash as his smile was replaced by a
frown. At this very moment Doctor Yardley’s mobile phone rang.
“What
the hell!” Sepoy exclaimed furiously, “You didn’t shut your damn thing before bringing
your filthy sack around?”
“Relax
Sepoy,” Colonel tried his best to hide his displeasure, “Who is it?”
By
now the Doctor was already shaking in his trousers. “I don’t know,” he fumbled
in his speech, “I have never known this number.” And he held out his phone for
Viper to see, who was standing right next to him.
“That’s
from the damn base,” Viper yelled, “You are dead old man! You have given away
our location.”
“Keep
calm will you,” Colonel yelled at his man, “Answer it now, but on loudspeaker,
so we can hear who it is and what it is about.”
“Yes!”
Doctor nodded his head in agreement as he answered the phone and put it on
loudspeaker, his hands trembling with fear.
“Hello
Doctor, this is Captain Aman Ahluwalia calling from the Army Headquarters. We
need to talk,” Aman’s voice boomed in the closed confines, “Today!”
“What
is it about?” Doctor gulped down a big lump before answering in a weak shaking
voice.
“It’s
about you,” Aman’s tone was really strict, “We have been informed by one of
your researchers that you have collected data for the space events predicted to
occur on Earth in the coming few days. We need that data and also the reason
why you have taken that data.”
“But
I just destroyed that data,” Doctor tried to get out of the trouble, “I just
burnt the print-outs.”
“You
did what?” Aman roared, “Now you are in trouble. I want you here in my office
at sixteen hundred hours sharp. You may bring a lawyer along, but I will still
ask the questions the way I prefer to in such circumstances. Show me your face
or be prepared to face it in your hands.” And Aman disconnected the call.
“Now
what does that suppose to mean?” Doctor looked at Colonel, but there was no
time for an answer. A single shot to his head dropped him with a thud. The
event sent shivers down Mrs Downing, Granger and Norman’s spine, who all looked
on at Sepoy Eighty Three meekly.
Sepoy
stepped closer to Mrs Downing, his loaded and silenced gun still in his hand,
“Now Mrs Downing, where did you say that spaceship is located?”
“Take
it easy boy,” Colonel motioned to his man, “Mrs Downing is our good friend and
she will lead us to the ship right now.”
“But
isn’t it too early?” Viper was perplexed.
“It
indeed is,” Colonel replied, “But we have no time left. The army will swoop
down on this area in no time now. We need to get moving right away.”
“But
how are we going to hold the ship?” Mrs Downing asked.
“Don’t
worry about the ship Mrs Downing. Just take us there,” Colonel replied, “Once
the ship is in our control, there is nothing President or Admiral will be able
to do, for if this is the only escape vehicle for humanity, even they wouldn’t
like it to be damaged or destroyed at the last moment.”
“But
will they bargain with us?” Mrs Downing asked.
“They
sure will,” Colonel replied, “You see Mrs Downing, honest well meaning people
are very predictable in their reactions. The moment I will offer to take
on-board the entire team selected by the President, along with his niece and
son, he will have little hesitation in letting us get away with a few
replacements in the army department.”
“What
if they mount a salvage mission?” Mrs Downing still had her reservations.
“The
fact that they cannot divulge the details to a larger group of men for fear of
a rebellion, will work to our advantage,” Colonel replied, “However, just to
ensure our interests further and engage their units, Granger and Norman, I want
you two to get in touch with the handful of your die-hard supporters and tell
them their world is going to end soon and that the Government has planned to
save only a few, leaving the rest to die.”
“How
will that help us?” Granger asked.
“It
will instigate public furore, and you can then lead them to the army base,”
Colonel quickly explained, “It will pin down the army and create a trouble big
enough for the Government to handle. And who knows, the army might itself
revolt. Selfishness is the most potent weapon when used intelligently!”
“And
what about us, you are not going to leave us there, are you?” Norman asked.
“I
will send one of my men to retrieve you from the scene once the trouble has
started,” Colonel replied, “However there is one thing I am still worried
about. Admiral still has two highly effective weapons in his arsenal, and we
need to take care of them beforehand.”
“And
what’s that?” Mrs Downing asked.
“It’s
Captain Aman Ahluwalia and Captain Bradley Connors,” Sepoy replied on his
senior’s behalf.
“How
much water do two greenhorns hold in the face of experience?” Mrs Downing
quipped.
“They
both are capable of mounting a salvage mission on their own. Together they will
be unstoppable,” Sepoy put things in perspective. Everybody in the room fell
silent.
After
a long thought Colonel finally forwarded the next course of action, “So this is
what we are going to do; Mrs Downing will lead me to the facility housing the craft
and I will overrun the premises to take command of the venue.” He then looked
at Viper and Eighty Three, “I don’t want any trouble this time. So you go with Viper
and get their mother, her step-daughter, and Aman’s fiancée Jenny.”
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