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GOD Of A Man
Eternity Versus Eternity
“Evil are the means that make an act, be the desires
need or greed!”
Chapter Nineteen: Unforeseen
Dated: 21st December, 2459
Violence
is the art of nature. There is nothing magnanimous about the food chain. Plants
be the saints that produce everything for somebody else’s feast; the producers.
May life as small as a snail to a mammal as huge as an elephant and many more, make
the second stage; the herbivores. Be there those who feed on those below, the next
stage; the carnivores. Yet it is the ones’ from amongst the saints that are
cold-blooded the most, the heartless; the plants that feed on animals. A
helpless innocent and docile creation, a snail takes ages to crawl across the
open leaflets of a ‘Venus fly trap’, only for the traps to snap into a lock in
a flash. The snail is dissolved alive to make the feed for the one who was
supposed to make its’ own meal. The snail never makes a sound, the plant never
hears none; just the nature watches motionless, one creation being exhausted to
keep another going. But there is no sin in killing for food, for that is how
nature intended its’ creation to work.
Sinister
however can be the means employed to achieve ends. There is an inherent evil in
nature that manifests itself in the intriguing guile of spiders. With eight
limbs to fend for itself, a spider still has to spin a trap for an innocent
prey. Unlike the pitchers, fly-traps and sundews, where the prey itself walks
into their mouths, or glands, as one may please to name them, or the lions and
sharks that hunt for their food, or humans that till their lands to grow it,
the spiders stretch laziness and cunningness to their extremes. They won’t work
for their food every time they need a feed. They just spin a trap once, and
then milk it for as long as it is viable in a location. Then again, violence is
the art of nature, and there is an unattached disdain for life in the way it
works.
But
nature however is not absolute in terms of predictable outcome. It rather works
on probability. There is always an equal probability for an event to happen, as
is for it to not to happen. Future is a probability that prevails. New Saisho
stands today, staring at many probabilities. Its’ future is still undecided.
The only thing predetermined is the choices its’ chosen ones will make.
The
daylight was fading away too slowly for a lonely house that shone red under the
dying sun. The air as if didn’t want to caress the walls that appeared to
radiate heat. Mrs Ahluwalia had never felt lonelier or more desperate than
today.
“Why
are you crying mom?” innocent Rosie asked as her big round eyes swelled up. She
held out her hand to caress her mother’s chin as she climbed up on to the couch
and into Mrs Ahluwalia’s lap. “Please don’t cry!” she pleaded as she hugged her
mother tightly.
“I
can’t even tell you, for you will tell,” Mrs Ahluwalia left her sentence
unfinished for the fear of Rosie getting a hint that might fuel her innocence
into giving her brother an inkling. She hugged Rosie dearly to her bosom, and
tried to rein in her tears.
“Mom,
can you please call Jenny,” Rosie asked innocently, “I miss Aman. I want to
sleep with Jenny tonight.”
“I’ll
call her sweetheart,” Mrs Ahluwalia replied, “Even I need her by my side
tonight. She is such strength to this old sack. What will I ever do without
her?”
Strength,
as separate from the physical characteristic, can often come from the most
frail of quarters, especially when the needs are dire. Strength can be purely
platonic, as in an abstract notion, or it could be a discreet emotional packet.
The sight of a mentor appreciating a performance is uplifting for the disciple,
and a mother’s caress and soft words are all the cure a bruised child needs.
Strength that resides in actions orates better than a book written in eulogy,
for words need evidence, actions only an audience.
With
sun falling behind the trees, shadows had started climbing the walls of the
‘House of Faith’. Not a leaf moving, summer heat had almost parched the
pavement. Jenny stepped out of her car, surprised at all the vehicles dotting
the otherwise solitary hearth. What were all the people doing there when no
mass had been scheduled for the day? Jenny tried her best to ignore the
thoughts that were creeping up in her mind, but in her heart she knew, Granger
and Norman were onto some games again. Determined to confront their corrupt
practices she trode her way towards the main hall.
“Those
who question GOD, who say GOD is only a spiritual and moral guide, a
psychological handle, I am telling you, they are all lying,” Granger was giving
his discourse, “They cannot see GOD because they are all full of sin and
desires. And GOD only appears to those who are pure of heart, and in deeds;
those who believe in HIM honestly, and want to see HIM.”
“They
cannot see GOD because there is no GOD,” Jenny’s voice reverberated in the
hall, “GOD was a creation of some intelligent but corrupt men, to control other
men, through fear and superstition. Stop lying and misleading people you fool.”
“May
GOD forgive this sinner,” Norman stepped out from behind Granger and tried to
raise a defence, “She doesn’t even know her words question the truth of the
greatest souls that ever breathed on earth.”
“Are
you serious? I mean, really?” Jenny was outraged, “Have you forgotten how Saint
Clara had clearly told us all how the great souls had to use the name of GOD to
give society a sound moral basis, so that the society can prosper peacefully.
Else there would have been no means to control the stronger men from destroying
the society out of their greed and lust. Have you forgotten; if those great
souls had not declared infidelity a sin, no man or woman would have enjoyed a
happy married life, or a stable relationship? Don’t you know how greed for money
and land can degrade men into wolves, and if it weren’t for the fear of GOD, unrepentant
men would have made every other man their slave and women their objects of
desire? Without the fear of GOD’s wrath, the heaven and hell concept, humanity
would have degenerated into uncontrolled moral-less herd of animals. Not many
are intelligent enough to understand that a happy society means their own lives
will be happy too. Unrest, dissatisfaction and disorder in a society make lives
of every person unsafe due to unruly elements. And all who understand this, not
many have the intentions or reasons otherwise, to do the right thing that
promotes the cause of a better society.”
“The
one you are exemplifying, she herself knew little about GOD,” Granger replied
as his clueless audience witnessed the scene unfold, “To begin with, she was a
sinner, and then confused. She first claimed all those lofty things about GOD,
and then she questioned her own beliefs. What did she know about GOD, and what
do you know about GOD!”
“Saint
Clara laid thread bare all the concepts behind all the ancient religions, and
described all the reasons for why the Prophets, Messiahs, and Saints had said
or done what they had been credited with,” Clara’s knowledge and understanding
was at full display, “And those like yourself, who question everyone that
challenges superstitious beliefs about GOD, and call them lairs, what make you
honest? Just because I say there is no GOD I am a liar, and anyone who says
there is a GOD is honest? At least what I say needs no proof for it is there
for everyone to see. It is what you are saying that needs evidence.”
“Just
because I cannot show you GOD doesn’t mean HE does not exist,” Granger replied,
“Nobody knew bodies are made up of cells, or there are so many Galaxies in the
sky. The science developed and everything was proved. So will be GOD.”
“Yes,
and everybody knew world is flat, diseases are acts of dark magic, and some
people are witches. Science developed and many such myths were proved to be
lies,” Jenny replied, “Just tell me; if I say there is gold buried in that wall
behind you, will you believe it? At least what I am saying can be tested right
now by tearing down that wall.”
“GOD
needs no proof,” Granger decided it was time to bank upon the tried and tested
reasons, “Those who are pure can see HIM, and those who are sinners will not.”
“See,
that is the problem with the concept behind GOD; it is full of superstition,
and it banks upon superstition,” Jenny took his assertion to pieces, “Look at these
people around you. Today they are not under the control of men half as
intelligent as them, that too in the name of something that does not even
exist. Years ago, many like you mislead masses into killing each other for no
reason other than their belief in something they had never seen or knew was
true. Today you are telling them there is GOD, tomorrow another will come and
say his GOD is the true GOD, and day after another will say his method of
praying is the best. Soon everybody will get divided into groups of who follows
whom. While people like you will be raised to the pedestal of saints, ordinary
people will die in needless bloodshed.”
“That
is all a hypothetical scenario based on lies,” Granger tried to reason.
“Hypothetical!
This is what happened for ages,” Jenny reasoned with vengeance, “Look at these
people you are trying to trap in superstition. Today they all are free of all
superstition; for those who don’t believe in GOD, don’t believe in good omens
and bad omens, ghosts and vampires, superstitions and myths, heaven or hell,
sins or good deeds. Their everyday actions are free of fear, and always in the
best interests of the society out of good will. They are mentally strong. What
you are doing is going to push society behind by ages.”
“What
I am saying will reconnect them to GOD, the one you cannot see for perhaps HE
lives too far away from us,” Granger retaliated.
“Oh
yeah, what if aliens came to earth tomorrow and told us their GOD is the true
GOD?” Jenny asked.
“There
are no such things as aliens,” Norman interrupted, “And even if they are, they
will never come to earth.”
“Aliens
are nothing but life-forms from another world, who if intelligent enough, are
more likely to visit us than GOD,” Jenny replied.
“That
is enough! I won’t take a word more from you stupid girl,” sensing the
situation slipping away Granger went on the offensive, “Stop misleading people
with your lies.”
“You
think I am lying?” Jenny was incensed, “Perhaps the problem is your level of
intelligence, or lack there-off.”
“But
Jenny,” at this point a member of the communion interrupted the discussion,
“How do we find out for sure if GOD exists or not?”
“The
answer to your question is easy to derive by the line of analysis proposed by
Saint Clara,” Jenny decided to explain the concept in detail to everybody
present there, “Right now you are analysing by imagining yourself as living
inside the universe, trying to figure out what lies outside it, hence the
confusion. The real answer, or rather the questions that answer your question originate
when one imagines oneself to be standing outside our universe, outside this
space, looking at it as if it were an object in their palm. And then rather
than inspecting the universe for contents, the person needs to actually look
around and question as to what is the place where they are standing. Then the
person needs to ask themselves; if there is this place outside our universe, is
there another place outside the place where they are standing? And continuing
on with this line of thought the next question is; will there be another place
outside that place, and so on? Finally; if none of these places existed, what
would be there instead? Will that be the real nothingness? Contrary to the
three dimensional space, how would that nothingness feel, and be made of? Then
that person will automatically ask himself; if there was nothing, how could
have GOD originated out of nothing, or could HE actually have? And if there was
space already, then who created that space?”
“Shut
up you sinner, and stop misleading these innocent people,” Granger burst out,
“You will suffer in hell, you big egoist.”
“The
only heaven and hell that exist are on this earth, in this life. If you are
living a good life full of luxury, this world is your heaven, else, this life
itself is the hell,” Jenny retorted back, “All you feel, hear, see or taste,
all your memories that you collect in your life, are nothing but chemicals
stored in your brain. Once you die, these chemicals get destroyed with your
body, and all your memories, which are no use to a dead man anyway, are lost
forever. And as far as being egoist is concerned, well, I don’t believe in
superstitions. So sayings like ‘Pride hath a fall’ have no meaning for me, and
they don’t weaken me a bit. My actions are not adulterated by superstition.”
Granger
was left speechless, while Norman tried to mumble something in reply but
couldn’t think of any answers or assertions.
Jenny
could have carried on with her lecture, but her phone rang. “Hello mom,” it was
Mrs Ahluwalia’s call, but the moment Jenny heard her voice, she nearly jumped
out of her skin, “Mom, why are you crying? What happened? I am coming to your
house straight away. Please don’t cry!” Jenny got really concerned for her to
be mother-in-law.
“I
think it’s time for us to leave as well,” a member of the communion spoke to
Granger and Norman, and one by one, everybody took their leave.
“We
need to get rid of this bitch now or she will ruin everything,” Norman
exclaimed as soon as the last vehicle had driven off.
“You
are not wrong,” Granger replied contemplatively, “Let me just confirm it with
him before I tell you what we need to do. I am going to see him tomorrow.”
“Can
I ask you one thing,” Norman asked Granger.
“Be
patient,” Granger replied, “I cannot introduce you to him until he himself asks
me to do so. He is a high ranking official and I cannot dictate terms to him.”
And Granger left Norman standing in the middle of the hall.
Patience
however is not a natural characteristic in most animals, including human
beings. Patience sometimes has to be mastered by the subject, but is most of
the time taught by life. Nothing teaches discipline more strictly than the
unflinching punishment meted out by life. Every failure gives valuable lessons,
including but not limited to, being patient for the results to develop.
“Lieutenant,”
Captain Aman Ahluwalia was instructing his men, “We haven’t been able to source
a diagram describing the layout of the submarine. So I cannot order cutting an
opening into it, for we don’t know where exactly their stock of nuclear
warheads was stored. You need to find the entrance to the craft.”
“But
sir, this is a really thick sand and algal growth that covers its’ surface
today?” Lieutenant Michigan informed his Captain.
“Look
for it behind the sail of the craft,” Captain suggested his man, “That is the
best place to start our work.”
After
an hour and a half’s work under water, Lieutenant Michigan finally located the
hatch, “Sir, I found the hatch, and a small compartment next to it that houses
a control panel. Looks like a code lock mechanism could have been in place to
operate the hatch from the outside. If only this keypad was operational today.”
An unenthusiastic lieutenant randomly pressed a few digits, as if by force of
habit, but his next few words shocked and surprised everybody as much as the
result did to him.
“Sir,
the keys have lit,” Lieutenant Michigan shrieked in surprise, “The locking
mechanism is still operational.”
“They
have? It is?” Captain Ahluwalia was surprised as well, “No wonder the Indians
surprised everybody in the world with their technological advancement during
the war. They effortlessly made the whole world believe they were the technology
laggards, only for the world to find out they were way ahead of their American
and Chinese counterparts. For this submarine they used radio isotope based
batteries to run its’ systems. Since these isotopes remain active for thousands
of years, no wonder the vessel has still got a power supply.”
“You
know I’ve read in history how an Indian king ‘Hyder Ali’ and his son ‘Tipu
Sultan’ were the first ever to use missiles in war,” Anne, who was standing
behind Aman, supporting her elbow behind the back of his shoulders, made her
presence felt, “The crude rockets manufactured in their arms factory at
Srirangapattana were instrumental in Hyder Ali led forces defeating British
during the ‘Second Anglo-Mysore War’. It was only after the death of ‘Tipu Sultan’
in ‘Fourth Anglo-Mysore War’ were the British able to gain access to their
technology, which they subsequently developed into ‘Congreve Rockets’ that were
deployed against Napoleon’s armies.”
The
quest for power is like an overpowering blaze; the more you try to run with it,
the more it fans, and faster it spreads. Every man seeks that resplendent heady
feeling of being in command of everything. Expertise is never the object under
consideration. It is always the ends that matter.
Sand-dunes
may not rise as high as mountains, but sounds can still reverberate to give a
false company to the choir. They say he’s never missed a target in his life.
Perhaps it’s the meanness of his heart that makes his talent so effective. As he
was practising his skills in an empty shooting range, a tall figure walked to
the aiming spot next to his. The new comer matched him shot for shot. Finally, he
asked the newcomer to join his company, “What brings you here?”
“Colonel
wants you and your men in New Saisho,” the newcomer replied.
“That
many of us will not get a leave,” he replied.
“You
will walk into your commanding officer’s room tomorrow afternoon at twelve noon
sharp,” the new comer advised, “You will complain about the boring and monotonous
life you are living out here in the middle of nowhere, and plead with him for
something adventurous. You need to keep him occupied for the next five minutes
when at five minutes past twelve hundred hours your commanding officer will be
hand-delivered a letter asking him to dispatch a team on a mission to New
Saisho. Colonel wants you and your group of mercenaries to volunteer for that
job.”
No
more words were exchanged. The two headed their separate ways.
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