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GOD of a man
Eternity Versus Eternity
“Conscience is an uncomfortable company!”
Chapter Twenty Eight: Quarantined
Dated: 25th December, 2459 onwards
Superstition
is comfortable for it relieves the responsibility and shifts blame. Human
beings are inherently inclined to try and escape a responsibility to act, or to
shift the blame of their actions on to someone or something else. If something
is wrong, it is always someone else’s job to fix it, and if something has gone
wrong, it did so because of a situation or actor beyond their control.
Superstition provides an easy alibi to fulfil both these scenarios. Shifting
the onus to act or a blame of an act makes it easier for human beings to
confront their conscience. Conscience otherwise is a very uncomfortable
company!
It
is true that whatever ails their society will afflict their own lives at some
stage as well, but to fix it would require an effort outside the normal
routines of most ordinary people. It is easier for humans when the only thing
to contend with is their own life, not the troubles of the society. Thus the
day humanity organized into a society, it set up institutions to take
responsibility of matters of common interest. There are people entrusted with
the charge of such organisations and they are paid for their work so they don’t
have to worry about doing chores other ordinary people do. All that is expected
of them is to work in the best interests of the society, to the best of their
abilities. Human beings however are both lazy as well as corruptible. They
either don’t work efficiently, or work on agendas’ not always in the better
interests of the society. They rather promote the interests of a few
individuals who pay them in access of their salaries, banking on their greed.
And it is not that the society is not intelligent enough to see through their
deeds. It’s just that it is easier for the society to pretend it is not
competent in matters of social interest, hence not sure what is wrong, who is
wrong, and how to fix it. Ignorance removes the blame of laziness on part of
the society, and shifts the responsibility of rectifying the wrong on to the
replacements. And even if society is aware of the credibility of replacements
themselves, the feigned ignorance saves them the effort or responsibility to be
the replacement themselves. Ignorance helps people fool their conscience.
A
similar story can be written about faith. Faith, the refined and politically
correct name of superstition, in an instant, shifts the blame of the bad
choices onto an unknown entity known to punish humans for their past mistakes, thus
helping elevate pain of their current suffering. Faith also shifts the
responsibility of the future itself, as well as the outcome of their current
choices and actions on that same unknown entity, thus giving humans an easy
escape from the stress that accompanies the long wait for the results. Faith
thus relieves responsibility of choices and actions from the individuals,
something for which they are answerable to their conscience. Seldom does
humanity realize; without accepting the responsibility for their actions, and
making conscious choices based on impartial assessment of variables involved
and probable results, it is hard not to make a mistake. New Saisho is at the
cusp of a situation where only rational choices made by its’ sons and daughters
can save the future.
The
night had been trudging along towards its’ darkest part slowly and slowly. It
had been over two hours since Jenny had passed out, afraid and exhausted. She finally
came out of her un-consciousness and tried to get up. Loose sand and gravel
rolled down the side of the pile and on to her face as she rolled her hand
around the side of the pit, to get a grip of the surface and push her exhausted
body into an upright position. She could hear faint voices coming from the
other side of the pile. She mustered all her strength and climbed out of the
pit. She managed to get onto her feet, only to tumble to the ground again. She
raised her hand and cried out for help in a faint voice. However the
constabulary that was scavenging the area for evidence was a bit further away
for her location. So she dragged herself along, crawling at times and
staggering on her feet at others, and finally managed to get to the group.
“Help,
please help!” she exclaimed with all her strength as the startled policemen
looked on, “There’s another body over there.” And she passed out again.
It
is strange how strength can sometimes be derived from the weakest of sources. Perhaps
it is not the strength of the source that matters, but rather the willingness
to share it. Strength is sometimes multiplied not by the actual amount added by
another source, but the amount amplified in the original source by the mere
presence of another source. This is how love works, when the presence of the
beloved lights up the gloomy skies of the lover.
“Oh
well, look at the two cuckoos,” Doctor Xavier Adams quipped teasingly as he
entered Doctor Suzanne’s room, where she was checking up on Captain Bradley
Connors. “Can I be the fly on the wall?” Xavier asked, baiting his eyelashes.
“Fly?
You are a monster bug,” Suzanne joked back, “Will you leave if I refuse?”
“Certainly,”
Xavier replied before adding a deliberate pause, “Not!”
“Can
we get some work done here,” Bradley however was obviously concerned as he removed
the bandage from his thumb and pushed his hand forward for Suzanne to inspect.
Suzanne picked up a magnifying glass to have a look as Xavier walked around
behind her to have a peek as well.
“That
looks something serious,” Suzanne replied, “I am ordering some tests on you
right away.”
“Does
that mean it is bad?” Bradley asked.
“It
possibly is,” Suzanne replied.
“Well,
I would be concerned for sure,” Xavier added his opinion, “But I would wait for
the results of the test before I make my comment. It could be good too, for you
would be the first experimental specimen to be tested with the supposedly other
universal creation.”
“What?
Am I a guinea pig?” Bradley asked shaking his head.
“Do
you have a choice?” Xavier asked back.
“So
what does that mean?” Bradley asked.
“You
are quarantined,” both Xavier and Suzanne replied in unison.
Their
reaction stunned Bradley for a moment before he blabbered back, “But I am
working on a very serious case at the moment, and I can’t leave that. You
cannot quarantine me.”
“Yes
we can, unfortunately,” Suzanne replied, her face full of concern as she picked
up her phone to call the ward assistants, “I am calling the ward staff that
will take you to a secluded chamber in the hospital now. And you will have to
stay there until either myself or Doctor Xavier gave you an all clear.”
“You
can’t be serious,” Bradley shook his head. Before he could say anything
further, or someone could reply, his mobile phone rang. You could tell it was
from his senior as he stood up to answer it. The expression of his face changed
quickly enough to hint the matter was serious. “Yes sir, I am heading there
straight away,” his reply confirmed the urgency of the issue involved. “I am
sorry, but I have to leave,” he told Suzanne and Xavier, “Senior Investigator
Elle, working on the case I am assisting New Saisho Police with, was found dead
in the early hours of the morning, and my brother’s girlfriend is in the
hospital.”
“You
have a brother?” Xavier asked surprised.
Bradley
took a heavy breath as he replied, “It is a complicated story. I have a kid
sister too.”
“But
wait, you can’t leave,” Suzanne interrupted, “You have been quarantined and are
not allowed to leave these premises without my permission, or Doctor Xavier’s.”
“Doctor
Xavier gave me the permission,” Bradley quipped with a smile as he walked out
of her office.
Suzanne
looked sternly at Doctor Xavier who immediately made his sides clear, “Oh no, I
didn’t!”
By
that time Bradley had walked out of her office and was marching down the
corridor as two huge ward boys appeared at the other end.
“You
cannot leave like this,” Suzanne was incensed, “I am your doctor and I order
you to stop now.” But when Bradley didn’t pay a heed, she ordered the ward
boys, “Stop this patient from leaving the premises.”
The
ward boys immediately crossed their arms and stood firm in front of the door.
As Bradley tried to walk through them, the two nudged him back with their
chests. “You heard what the doctor said. You can’t leave,” one of them said
with a firm demeanour.
A
couple of punches later they had both changed their opinion. As the two lay on
the floor with Bradley twisting their arms behind their neck, one of them said
pulling out his car keys with his other hand, “Please take my car. I insist!”
“Good
boy,” Bradley said, gently tapping his cheek, “But I got my own.” And he walked
out of the hospital as Suzanne looked on. Xavier carefully slipped out of the
scene.
It
is wrong to generalize; stronger a person, dumber they are. It’s just that
strength makes it so easy to manipulate things that the first reaction of a
strong person to any resistant situation is to power their way through it. Cranial
matter is only put to use as a last resort when strength has failed to break
the deadlock. The only problem with this approach is, by that time a lot more
damage has been caused.
From
a distance the sand rolling above the surface of the burning desert can give it
a burning appearance, as if steam is rising out of it. The heated surroundings
and a burning sun complete the effect of being in a furnace. The huge
air-conditioned cabin behind the truck however provided a comfortable escape
from the nature. But Viper could still feel his collar burning his neck, and
his throat drying, as he waited with bated breath, for his master to say the
first words about the debacle.
“But
there was nothing I could have done,” Viper tried to justify himself again when
he couldn’t bear the silence anymore, “Had I waited there any longer our cover
would have been blown, and had I not destroyed the jeep it would have led them
straight to us.”
Colonel
was still silent, trying to fathom the fact that the best amongst his squad of
hit-men have failed in a simple task of eliminating a weakling.
“And
the girl, she doesn’t know me,” Viper exclaimed, “In fact, I don’t think she’s
even seen my face.”
“Why
else do you think you are still alive,” Sepoy Eighty Three quipped as he
stepped forward and in front of him from the rear of the cabin.
Viper
glared at him, and then at the Colonel who was still sitting with his back
towards him, “Just give me a couple of days and I will eliminate that bitch
right in the hospital where she is.”
“So
you think it’s going to be a walk in the park now,” Sepoy quipped, “You’ve
killed an officer.”
“What
else was I supposed to do,” Viper exclaimed.
“You
should have jumped into that hole along with the jeep,” Sepoy replied, “That
would have saved us the agony of seeing your face.”
“Where’s
slipknot,” Colonel finally broke his silence, his back still towards Viper and
Sepoy.
“I
don’t know,” Viper replied, “All I know is that no one has been captured.”
There
was silence in the chamber. Colonel finally said, “Fall back with the rest of
the team and get on with the official task. Let us first see how things move
from here.”
“Yes
sir,” Viper replied. Colonel raised his hand and gestured for him to leave.
“Thank you sir,” Viper replied and marched out.
As
soon as Viper had left, Sepoy asked Colonel, “What about Granger and Norman?
That bitch is not going to stay quite.”
“Stalk
them like a shadow of the dead body, till they are blamed,” Colonel replied,
and then turned around, “Then make them disappear before the vultures get to
them, in a way such that their pursuit is never given up!”
Two
things always follow a person to their grave; bad reputation and loved ones. An
enemy might dispatch one to their box, but will rarely follow the final
procession to see their face one final time. Loved ones however stay at the
grave long after everybody has left, and will return again every year for a few
years, to leave a flower or two. Reputation if good can be lost forever when it
sours, but bad reputation shows its’ ugly head even after a complete rebirth of
an individual. It flashes like a glimpse of a living past. While its’ the good
reputation an individual always worries about, it is the loved ones who always
worry about them.
“Mom,
when can we speak to Jenny,” Rosie asked Mrs Ahluwalia.
“Very
soon my love,” Mrs Ahluwalia comforted her, trying to put a brave face as she
waited patiently outside the room where Jenny was lying unconscious, two
officers on guard outside the door.
After
a long agonising wait of many hours, Jenny finally woke up just after mid-day.
“Mrs Ahluwalia,” the attendant came rushing out, “She is awake now.”
“Yeah,
I want to speak to her,” Rosie jumped out of Mrs Ahluwalia’s lap and rushed
towards the room where the attendant stopped her by holding her from her arm.
“I
am sorry however, you cannot see her until the doctor permits you to,” she
said, “I am going to inform him now.”
Mrs
Ahluwalia nodded as she wiped a teardrop. “Come here sweetie,” she said to
Rosie as they both sat down on the couch in the lobby again.
A
few minutes later the doctor arrived but not alone. There was an officer with
him.
“Mrs
Ahluwalia,” the officer addressed her, “I am afraid you won’t be able to see
Miss Jenny today.”
“Why
is that?” Mrs Ahluwalia asked surprised.
“We
are taking her into custody,” the officer replied.
“What?
Are you kidding?” Mrs Ahluwalia was shocked.
“An
officer is dead, and another dead body has been recovered from the site where
only Miss Jenny was found alive,” the officer replied, “We are arresting her on
suspicions of murder. You will need a lawyer from here on.”
Mrs
Ahluwalia was left shell shocked. She barely muttered, “You cannot do this.”
But
the officer didn’t bother answering her. He instead turned around to the doctor
and said, “We are concerned about the suspect’s mental health, and want the
hospital to do a thorough check on her. Here are the court orders.”
“That’s
fine officer,” the doctor replied taking the orders from the officer’s hand and
handing them to his assistant, “We will finish the paper work in my office. Let
me instruct my staff to transfer Miss Jenny into the Psychiatry ward once her
physical health has been assessed.”
“Well
then,” the officer replied, “I leave it to you from here. I am waiting for you
in the office.”
As
the officer walked away, the doctor turned towards Mrs Ahluwalia and said, “I
am sorry Mrs Ahluwalia, but I am afraid you cannot stay here any longer. You
will have to leave.”
“But
I just want to see her once,” Mrs Ahluwalia pleaded, “Can you give me just a
couple of minutes?”
“I
am sorry Mrs Ahluwalia, but you will need court’s permission for that,” Doctor
replied, “Perhaps you should consult a good lawyer at the earliest.”
“But
the poor child has just survived a matter of life and death,” Mrs Ahluwalia
reasoned, “She must still be traumatised, and what she needs right now is a loved
one next to her, to help her cope with the trauma. She needs to know she is not
alone. She will die!”
“I
assure you Mrs Ahluwalia, we will take good care of her,” the doctor firmly
refused her, “Now if you will please excuse me. I have a lot to do.”
While
career is about choices one makes, job is about duties one is to fulfil. A
person can decide what they want to be, but they cannot determine what they
need to do to be that. Every aim has a set number of ways with which it could
be achieved. The choice ends at the decision as to the final outcome desired,
the path to achievement is beyond any choices.
“Good
afternoon Doctor Dillon,” Miss Anne De Villiers greeted Suzanne as she entered
the room where Suzanne had been sitting every since she had been brought to the
secured complex, on a special order from the President’s office. An officer had
been standing in company all the time, but without a word exchanged inside the
metal grey walls.
“Good
afternoon Miss De Villiers,” Suzanne replied, “Must be something very important
the way I have been brought in here.”
“Indeed
it is,” Anne replied as she placed a file folder on the large desk in front of
Doctor Suzanne, “Your life is about to be changed forever irrespective of what
you decide today.”
“What
do you mean?” Suzanne asked as she pulled the file folder closer and was about
to open it.
“Before
you open that file folder, there is something very important I want you to
know,” Anne quipped, stopping her from opening the file folder physically by
putting her hand on top of her, “Once you know what this is about, you cannot
tell about it to anyone, or even leave this facility from this moment onwards.
If you do tell anyone, you as well as the other person will be eliminated.”
“What?”
Suzanne’s jaw dropped.
“I
am not finished,” Anne replied, “Even if you do not open this file, leave alone
refusing to accept this project, you still cannot leave this facility, for we
don’t want you to even mention anything about being mentioned such a project,
to anyone.”
“What
does that suppose to mean?” Doctor Suzanne was perplexed, “I am a free citizen
of a democratic society. You cannot hold me without my permission and without
any reason. There is still rule of law in this land.”
“Doctor
Suzanne, we don’t have time to beat around the bush,” Anne replied, “This world
is about to end in under three months from now, and we will only be able to
save a handful. The rest are not to know until those that we can, are safely
out of it.”
“What?”
Suzanne was shocked beyond belief and didn’t know what to say.
“Your
record as a doctor is impeccable and your expertise unquestionably the best,”
Anne added, “And you are young. That is why I have decided you to head the
medical panel for the very young group amongst the entire humanity that we are
going to salvage.”
Suzanne
however had been lost by that time as she murmured to herself, “Only a few will
be saved, that too very young!” She finally asked Anne, “What about the rest,
our families?”
“You
know the answer Suzanne,” Anne quipped, and then continued, “However each member
chosen to be rescued can bring along one family member, provided the family
member is under a certain age, and medically fit. You are the first one to be
informed of this mission, and your first job is to examine the list of probable
candidates for their physical and psychological fitness.”
“Only
one family member under a certain age,” Suzanne continued talking to self, and
then asked Anne, “What about my mother?”
“Once
again you know the answer,” Anne replied, “However, is there someone you love?”
Anne’s nonchalance irritated Suzanne. “You are such a
bitch, how could you be so heartless?” Suzanne was finding it hard to control
her emotions.
Anne
took a deep breath before replying, “Your reaction is on expected lines, so
I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that. But I do suggest you be more judicious with
your choice of words in future, for we will be working together for forever
now.” She then pointed to the file lying in front of Suzanne, “Now if you are
ready you can have a look at the contents of the file folder, and familiarize
yourself with people we have shortlisted for examination.”
Suzanne
opened the file but flipped over the pages, “That is a lot of work. I cannot do
it alone. I will need help. Maybe you should call in Doctor Xavier Adams too.”
“Doctor
Xavier Adams hasn’t been selected for this mission,” Anne replied, “However
that doesn’t mean you cannot pick him up as the family member you want to take
along with self. He is right age, and appears to be medically fit too.”
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